Crash

But God, those days when I would wake up to one of the more horrific nightmares, days that would leave me riddled with such pain, anger, and guilt. Days when not only the nightmares clung to me, but the memories I have worked so hard to bury, come out to play. They dance through my brain taunting me, reminding me of my worth, my brokenness, my failures. They follow me all day, leaving me in a fog of nothingness. Those days are the worst. They are days of choices. Choose to wrap my car around a tree, or not. To take too many of those sleeping pills or throw them all away. To slice, or not to slice. Days when I would do anything at all to make the pain stop. To physically remove the memories from my brain. There's no other way to purge them from my system. 

Today is a day of choices. To jump, or not to jump. 

This is the heartbreaking short story of Ella's struggles with her mental health, anxiety and severe depression. She hits rock bottom, finds a lifeline and fights tooth and nail to get better. Will she find her happily ever after?