Crave

The Katalyst Kings they call them.
Four guys living in a world of chainlink fences and detentions that last for years.
Four guys who took me from the Hell I was living in.
Four guys who made me theirs.
I can’t believe I wanted to be like them. That I expected them to care for me. That I trusted they’d keep me safe.
But they didn’t keep me safe. They stood there and watched me as I was pushed around. They kissed my bruises, they stole my pain.
Was I just a game to them? A game?
Maybe an experiment? Watch the new girl flounder...watch the new girl break?
But I didn’t break...did I?
I rose like a phoenix. I tore my way from the Hell of the Katalyst Institute anyway I could.
I became someone I wasn’t before.
Someone they made me.
Someone who went back.
And now I’m in deeper than I was before.
I can’t see a way to escape and the Kings are waiting.
They’ve got the truth hidden in the touch of their lips.
A truth I wanted.
A truth I craved.