You Consume Me

After the accident.
I remember nothing.

Not my best friend dying. Not even my boyfriend…

Is he the guy next door with light hair and hypnotic blue eyes who looks at me like I’m his soulmate? The flirt with dark hair and eyes to match, who watches me from afar and sets my body alight with fire whenever I catch his gaze? The dickhead who thinks he’s better than me unless we’re alone? Or is he the asshole with light hair and green eyes who can’t stand the sight of me?

My body remembers. Each guy knows just what buttons to press and the parts I like explored. All four consume me in ways I can’t explain or can never have imagined. All four can’t seem to stay away.

They want me for themselves.
And they each know a secret about me.

Secrets I’d do anything to bury. Lies I’d rather stay lost. Memories I never wanted. Ugly truths that would tear what’s left of my family apart.

Who to believe? Victor with his heart-throb smile and twinkly eyes? Gabe with his teasing fingers and flirtatious smile? Tyler, who thinks he owns me? Or Saxon…the one who tried to kill me?

He says I played a deadly game with them all and lost.
He says I'm his one true love.
He says I'm running away because of what I did.
He says he'll protect me no matter what the cost.

Who is lying?
Who is telling the truth?

Maybe they all are? 

And the one I should watch out for...
Is me.